"I do my best not to complain"

Song Playing: "Let It Rain" - Amanda Marshall


I have given, I have given and got none
Still I'm driven by something I can't explain
It's not a cross, it is a choice
I cannot help but hear His voice
I only wish that I could listen without shame

Cousin Nessa, if you're reading, this song reminds me of you!
If I only wrote down everything publicly or daily? WOW.
Trust me, I'm not an emo. I've grown to be passionate, that's all.
It's just that I know that I've forgotten what's important.
Like who I am. Or maybe it's that I never knew to being with?
I've had quite the year. Starting my resolutions early isn't working.
It's one of those days when you want the comfort of a good friend,
but don't at the same time `cause you know they still won't get it.
Yeah, it's just one of those days. There's always tomorrow, right?